June 29, 2018
My friend Daniel Schneiss passed away earlier today, peacefully in
his sleep at his home in Germany. The
world lost an extraordinary young man, a loving husband, an amazing father, an
incredibly accomplished professional and a wonderful human being. His last couple of years were anything but
peaceful, full of pain, suffering and adversity that a devastating multiprong cancer
can bring. And yet Daniel was peaceful, calm,
serene, and full of determination, grit, an unyielding will to never give up, a
passion for life and for doing the right thing.
In his actions during this fight to death, he showed what it means to
live, to not give up, to be giving in our suffering, to be caring in our
pain. I found myself in Germany a few
weeks ago, and went to see him, his soulmate Judith and their son, for a moving, and exhilarating couple of hours.
This picture is in front of his beloved
cherry tree, just past the peak blossom, entering a stage he told me, true to
his part-Japanese heritage, is called Hazakura,
when the Sakura transition to young leaves on the trees. He was full of life that day, and Judith was
happy too, there was much laughter, some tears, great joy. On the drive back, however, I found myself
devastated as I reflected on an amazing man’s incredible young
life.
I first met Daniel about 16 years ago. Building on Jim Gray’s research in mapping
strings to integers to reduce storage for data cubes, and some subsequent
research, Franz Farber, Daniel, Roland Kurz, and some of their colleagues had started to work
on bringing text search techniques to analyzing structured data in-memory in their
text search engine, Trex. I was thinking
about next-generation database technology in those days, and so we met and a long, deep friendship was formed. A friendship that would lead to many
wonderful endeavors, including Hana, but also many deep lessons in transformations,
in what it takes to make transformations happen, and the culture and values that
we inhabit, that we exhibit, and that we learn along the way. In the Trex days, Franz was the architect, the quintessential
“What” leader, the inspiring builder, Roland dealt with people and administration, and Daniel was the executioner, the doer,
an extraordinary combination of a deeply accurate sense of where things are no
matter how grim, and yet an unyielding, unflinching resolve to achieve
impossible goals. He would
simultaneously hold in his head the worry, the detail, of the ground reality, as
well as the undeterred confidence and clarity that we would achieve the
objectives. He and Judith, recently
married, had just become parents then, and yet Daniel was able to carry out the
extraordinary tasks of being a manager in new, alien, endeavors inside a
large company. The lights in the Trex and later Hana offices used to routinely be on, late into evenings, when everything around was long dark. The hallways used to often have the crackle of children playing around while their parents worked, there was much laughter, yelling, a deeply entrepreneurial spirit. In the years that followed,
Daniel went on to lead the entire Hana development team, to many
incredible successes.
The picture above is from one of my last technical meetings
while I was at SAP, in the lab in Korea in 2014, with Daniel speaking
passionately about something and me and the other colleagues, listening
intently. Again a combination of passion
and dreams integrated with objective ground reality. It was this duality, what some call “The
Stockdale Paradox”, that defined him.
And it was especially this duality that defined him in his fight against
cancer. He clearly knew very clearly,
and grimly, the toll that his body was taking, and yet he fought and had a sublime smile on
him, a grace that was exemplary, and gave energy to those around him, at a time
when he needed it the most.
The great Indian text, the Bhagavad Gita, as a mentor of
mine recently eloquently reminded me, says that we have the rights, the
opportunities to do our work, our karma, but not to the fruits thereof. While none of the remarkable achievements of
that unforgettable team would have been remotely possible without Daniel’s
dedication, hard work and leadership, he deeply understood, and exemplified
this belief that we just do our thing, it is upto us to do it as well and as
passionately as we can, and then circumstances come together to make great
outcomes happen.
Transitions, in death and during life, are defining moments,
for organisms like us, but also for organizations. We experience this one big journey of our
lives, and many journeys during it. And
indeed when we think about it, our journeys are all there is. We all are, and are parts of, diverse and multifold journeys, as Feynman said, specks in the universe, universes within us. And if we are fortunate, we
get to be parts of great, purposeful journeys, ones that move us, and move us
all forward. Finding great problems,
great missions to work on, inspiring teams to give their best to these, keeping grand
dreams, big ambitions in our minds, and yet our feet firmly on the ground as we
move forward, I’ve learnt is what all great journeys, and great humans, are
made of.
Death comes to all of us.
It is, as Steve Jobs once said, a destination that we all share. And yet it is in how we act when facing
certain death, that we reveal who we are, who we can be. And Daniel did so, vividly, to the benefit of his son, his wife and us all. I feel sad, but deeply proud of my friend
Daniel, or Schneiss, or Schneissi. Your
body is gone, but you live on, inside us, in our memories and in our hearts, as do your creations, your life’s
work and your life’s ways...
-- Vishal
